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Volume 12 (Defective)

by A Sea Warren

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1.
Want you to know How I feel inside Want you to know My every move Want you to know I think you're beautiful Want you to know With my heart upon my sleeve I need you And I want you to know That I'm afraid Want you to know Every day Want you to know You could be my therapy Want you to know With my heart upon my sleeve I need you And I want you to know But I can't say Want you to know To know my name Want you to know How much you mean to me Want you to know With my heart upon my sleeve I need you And I want you
2.
Get on the train twice a day Get on the train twice a day To go to work and come home again A dead end job with low low pay A dead end job with low low pay It's what I'll do to my dying day I play the blues it's the way I feel I play the blues it's the way I feel The blues helps my sorrows my wounds they heal
3.
Been here so long Long for freedom Needing, pleading Your wisdom I'm scared, threadbare Will you listen? To me repeat What I'm about to say Lift for me the weight from off my shoulders Lift for me my spirits up high Before I die, why? I'm so healthy True you You could help me Here now That I said it Please wait To hear what I got to say Lift for me the weight from off my shoulders Lift for me my spirits up high Cos I feel down so much That I lose control And I long for your touch So I can lose control Lift for me the weight from off my shoulders Lift for me my spirits up high Before I die, I'm A baby Will you excuse My behaviour? I know I'll go On regardless But I just want You to hear what I got to say Lift for me the weight from off my shoulders Lift for me my spirits up high
4.
Chatterbox 02:48
All the thoughts spin round my head With the vicious rumours you spread Could make a situation But I won't be so negative In my approach When dealing with the healing Of my mind I keep trying And I know I should shut you right down Or at least shut you right up To save from complications I won't be so negative In my approach When dealing with the healing Of my mind I keep trying And I'm sure
5.
Living is easy Living is hard Living is anything you want it to be if you're living it large It's all I've got And all I need I won't stop 'til I succeed And in my head I can see A smile upon my face Running away Running too far Running because I cannot face your blackened heart It's all I've got And all I need I won't stop 'til I succeed And in my head I can see A smile upon my face I could the know the question If the answer was only asked Trying to cope Trying so hard Trying to be all I can be in this world of ours It's all we've got And all we need I won't stop 'til I succeed And in my head I can see A smile upon my face
6.
Roadkill 03:12
Fast asleep last Thursday night Woken up by a crashing noise First thing to enter my conscious mind Was someone shout "fucking hell call an ambulance" All I could hear was a girl screaming Went down stairs and told Dan "Someone's dying" And I couldn't sleep from the blue disco lights Death by the roadside What are these choices that we make All the decisions that we take It's all pity for pity's sake I want us all to live sensibly I really wish that there was something I could do Made my blood run cold But I can't let it make me feel so blue Death to a chosen few What are these choices that we make All the decisions that we take It's all pity for pity's sake I want us all to live sensibly
7.
New Folder 02:48
Let it loose Your dirty malformed thoughts 'til you find use To the things that you one taught How do you sleep? You fucking tortured me I was a child Who was having a hard time I'm not bitter I've learnt that you were wrong Now you are old And I have grown so strong You can't have my pity You desert all you receive Punishment of course It could only make me pleased
8.
I'm Cut Up 01:12
You saved my life Dan you're the man I thought I'd die But you brought me round You got me home when I was weak If I were you I would have left me But you're so strong That's the impression that you give And thanks to you I'll never drink again I only wish You'd do the same There's only so much That your liver can take Big brother I'm cut up I want you a around Can't you see Dan you're a dude You make me laugh When I'm not In the mood And I aspire to be just like you Because I know You're a man of truth Big brother I'm cut up I want you a around
9.
Daydream about you I've never had the pleasure To speak to you Or grace your presence It makes me feel A sad and twisted individual Daydream about you You know so much You're well travelled I have stayed right here It makes me feel A sad and twisted individual With no confidence In anything at all Daydream about you You'll stay out my reach Cos If I met you I would lose my speech It makes me feel A sad and twisted individual
10.
Get Busy 05:15
Why feel so down Pick yourself up and turn it around Turn it around Why can't you see All you need Is to try and succeed Get busy living It's time to believe in yourself Your cynical outlook Will never help It's no good saying It's something you're keen to do Get out in to the world And do what you can You'd be surprised And revitalised With a spark in your eye Don't say you can't With your lack of nerve It's all you deserve Get busy living It's time to believe in yourself Your cynical outlook Will never help It's no use saying It's something you'd like to do Get out in to the world And do what you can
11.
Long dark night all alone Fear I might weep and moan Lonely hearted blues Feel so empty feel so down If I cry I might drown Lonely hearted blues
12.
What If? 03:27
Wonder where my humour is? Did I leave it in Shoeburyness? What am I doing to myself Living a life of what ifs What if my dick rots off? What if my balls run dry? What if I drink too much And piss away my life? What if I live too fast? What if I never try? What if I see a chance And let it pass me by? I'll never know My own fate I suppose That it's too late To try and change The way I think Continuing with what ifs What if I lose my voice? What if I don't die? What if I go deaf? I think I'd lose my mind What if I can't sleep? What if I go blind? What if I hurt someone Thinking I'm doing right? What if I cave in? What if I drop out? What if I end it all? How would it all turn out? What if I don't care? What if I'm not right? What if I don't stop And have a happy life?
13.
I've tried so hard to say thank you For all you've done for me in my lifetime Though the words won't leave my lips in conversation I'm writing and singing this song for you You're my family So it goes without saying It's just something I want you to know I've tried so hard to say I need you And I feel we are slowly drifting apart And I wouldn't feel so helpless If I could only speak my heart You're my family So it goes without saying It's just something I want you to know I've tried so hard to say I love you And I guess that I just have For that I feel much better I feel good because You're my family So it goes without saying It's just something I want you to know

about

My intention was to make a continuous single piece of music that would be split up in to single tracks. In reality I didn't have the computer power to achieve this, so I attempted to create the same feel by having the all the songs at the same BPM, and have no breaks in between each track.

I was reasonably pleased with the outcome at the time. However, it does not translate well in the modern era of streaming. The album needs to be downloaded to appreciate how it sounded on release, if not it sounds disjointed, and the song introductions sound odd (to me at least).

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released November 1, 2004

All Songs Written, Arranged, Performed, Recorded And Produced By A.C Warren

All Songs Recorded @ The Defect Studio Between August & October 2004

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